I know it’s going to be hard, but it really isn’t you, it’s me. I’ve become clingy and attached, and I really don’t want to be that guy. I think it’s best if we take a break, to find out what our priorities really are. Because every time I see you, I put everything else aside, and the time we spend together is just so good that I forget about everything else in the world. Even my friends love you, fighting among each other just to be in your presence. I love you. We ALL love you. But this can’t go on the way it is going. I have a life to live, and I’m sure you do too.
Two weeks. Two weeks is all I’m asking, just to clear my head and get my priorities straight. Then I will come back for you, provided that you still want me. I sincerely hope that you do. Before you even think that I don’t care about you, you better get that thought out of your head. I do, more than you’ll ever know. There isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t think about you, and in any period of time where I don’t get to inhale your wonderful smell drives me crazy.
Don’t you see my love? This needs to be done. I’m not good enough for you. I waste all my money just to be around you. Now now, I’m not saying it’s your fault. I just want to be that guy who’s actually successful in life, who’s not struggling just to see you every day, only for it to dwindle out into sporadic meetings. I wanna see you all the time, but at the rate I’m going, if I don’t become the man you and I know I could be, then we may never see each other again at all…
I do love your fuzzy green hair, and the way it feels against my fingers. I love how, every time I breathe you into me I feel a sense of elation, you make me feel complete. You know how I feel, and I will NEVER stop feeling this way about you. You’ve captured my heart. For real. Just, please, please understand that I need this hiatus to discover who I am. Some of my friends have said we’ve been inseparable lately, and upon reflection, we really have been. I don’t want to be that couple you know? It’s just going to be annoying and we’re going to alienate everyone.
I have to go now, but remember this. I want to be yours forever, I want to be your husband. But we both know, that the way I am now, I’m never going to be the son-in-law Mother Earth wanted. She never did approve of our love. And I want to show her that I truly am the right man for you.
Mary Jane, this is a short farewell, but definitely not goodbye. You have no obligation to wait for me. If you want to fool around with other people and get handed around, that’s wholly your decision. I have no qualms with that…. Ok I do, but I’ll take it on the chin. We can work past this.
I love you Mary Jane. I’ll see you in two weeks.